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User:purplesuicide (3561855)
Its just the same everyday bullshit
That never seems to go away
Name:If beauty were real could I ever achieve it?
Location:Nacogdoches, Texas, United States
Birthdate:05-22
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Bio:

    I am...




    19,


    a college sophmore,


    a bitch


    a best friend,
    an enemy


    a daughter,


    beautiful,


    ugly,


    smart,

    a poet

    stupid,




    anorexic,


you'll never be like the anorexic beauties in the magazines




    bulimic.





    I love...



    to be hated,


    my friends,


    my family,


    myself on good days,


    freedom,


    poetry,


    death,




    everything.


    I fear...



    being alone,


    not being able to lose the weight after my stupid ass let myself go


    my mom exposing me,


    I get angry...



    when people judge me,


    when people judge anyone,


    when people are stupid,

    when people us me

    when girls look better then I do.




© show some heart ©

     
Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.

Monday, March 1, 2004 is SI Awareness Day.












      
Marriage is love.

I got this from penguin_pete












perfection is LOVE










Courtney killed Kurt. Bitch










awwww... kurt's dead. get over it!



I believe in Control, the only force mighty enough to bring order to the chaos that is my world.

I believe that i am the most vile, worthless and useless person ever to have existed on the planet, and that I am totally unworthy of anyone's time and attention.

I believe that other people who tell me differently are idiots. If they could see how I really am, then they would hate me almost as much as I do.

I believe in perfection and strive to attain it.

I believe in salvation through trying just a bit harder than I did yesterday.

I believe in bathroom scales as an indicator of my daily successes and failures.

I believe in hell, because I sometimes think that I am living in it.

I believe in a wholey black and white world, the losing of weight, recrimination for sins, abnegation of the body and a life ever fasting.







DAMN I'M UGLY!










TINKERBELL ROCKS MY SOCKS!









PuNk Is NoT dEaD!!!!!!!








Gwen! You Know You Love Her!









GARBAGE!







JoyDrop

'Cuz I'm BadAss!




    I like your eyes

    I like your shape

        And I could easily overpower you

        I won't say a thing

        I won't tell a soul

        But I could easily overpower you




My Heart Lies To You!



My weight is not the issue, it is my mind frame. I thought I was over this, I thought, "Yes, finally I have control again," and then gradually, and then suddenly it happens again. And all I want is to weight nothing again.
Interests:67: acting, ana/mia, anorexia, ashes, beauty, being "punk", boys, bulamic, chatting, cheese, christina ricci, cotton candy, crying, cutting, daria, darkness, dead poets society, death, doing crunches, doing random things, driving, envy, eyes, finger nail polish, fire, friends, getting drunk, girls, going shopoing, going to school, guys, halloween, hanging out, ice, innocence, insomnia, laughing, learning, love, making clothes, making fun of people, mia, music, my buddies, no doubt, over achieving, pants, poetry, psychology, punk, punk music, purple, reading, riding the bus, rock, rock music, shoes, starbucks, staring into space, stars, taking showers, thrift stores, vans, waking up, weightless, writing, yo momma hoe! tattoos
Schools:John H. Reagan High School - Houston, TX (2002 - 2005)
Stephen F. Austin State University - Nacogdoches, TX (2005 - present)
Friends:
People29:ardenrose, banana_yellow, blankspace, blithebeautie, boykitten, ezchino, fallnperfection, fastinghours, fireflyfailure, hungry4thin, iamsobroken, last15, mattel_recall, penguingirl90, pink_hk1219, popapocalyptic, poutingpixie, punchmeiplead, savingface, saymynamebitch, shani_aja86, sullentimes, syaobear, thyshallsmite, vikingchick1987, voicetrocity, wishmethin, wrath_of_mars, xmyxomatosisx
Communities16:_____thinisin, __fivefooteight, _i_think_that_, ana_is_my_soul, body_obsession, bonesnotbeauty, craving_perfect, destinationthin, goddessanorexia, haha_anawanabes, inspirational_, lj_maintenance, lovexmyxcrimson, news, owed, perfectandpure
Account type:Basic Account

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